2 women trying to make a baby

Monday, September 14, 2009

All in

So, neither of the extra embryos made it to freeze. Let me just say that I am not a "live on the edge" kind of gal. I am much more about hedging my bets. I buy extra insurance. I buy extended warranties. I like having a safety net. Why does the universe never allow me a reproductive insurance policy?

So as usual, I am waiting through this 2ww knowing that the outcome is black or white. No do-overs for me. Is this some cosmic lesson I am supposed to learn?

But here is my bright side thought: Why wouldn't this current cycle work? the embryos are high quality, my uterus was ready and textbook, the lab used ICSI and AH. This will work!!

15 comments:

Lizzie said...

This WILL work. It really, really will. xoxoxo and good vibes

tbean said...

That just sucks about none making it to freeze. I feel like I keep reading about that happening to people recently. But I agree--it WILL work. I've never heard of embryos of that high of quality and it NOT working. All signs point to yes.

Mina said...

I sooooo want this to be your month! Everything sounds perfect, sweetie! Hugs to you :)

Anonymous said...

This has GOT to work. I am so hopeful for you!

Inlocoparentis said...

It will totally work. I believe.

Mama1Mama2 said...

I totally have a feeling that it will work!

Best When Used By said...

I'm sorry your other kids didn't make it to freeze. There are so many "whys" and not enough answers. The 2ww can mess with the mind, for sure, so I'm glad you're choosing to remain positive. THIS WILL WORK! YOU WILL BE PREGNANT! (I wanted to shout to make sure the universe heard me). Now make sure you shout it at least once a day. :)

anofferingoflove said...

chanting for you: this will work. this will work. this will work.

Dagny said...

*fingers crossed*

xoxoxoxoxo

Pufferfish said...

I know exactly how you are feeling. EXACTLY. And while it sucks none made it to freeze, you have two excellent embies inside you right now. I have faith that one or both is going to make it. This is going to work.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry they didn't freeze, but I'm OVERFLOWING with hope that this one works. You've got all the embryos you need right now, hanging out in your uterus!

Robbie said...

You're totally pregnant, so there is no need for frozen embryos. This is actually a good thing. Now you don't have to decide what to do with the embryos you won't need to transfer. Many woman have to make this difficult decision later. Adopt them out, pay to keep them frozen year after year, thaw and toss, compassionate transfer... It's an emotionally charged scenario you've been spared. :)

Next in Line said...

I was upset about nothing in the freezer too. In the end I got a BFP and didn't have to pay the additional 1,200 for freezing. There are so many reasons for this cycle to work. I have everything crossed for you.xoxoxoxo

A said...

Hang in there. Try like hell to stay positive. Fingers crossed.

Victoria said...

I'm soooo looking forward to a blog about your baby/babies.